Monday, July 20, 2009

missing her...

this post would be about my mum..well, she went back to SP today at 10.30 in the morning, and i was in puncak during that time...and of course i knew she was leaving...

she came here for my brother, and because she was in a 4 days leave... so she decided to come here as my brother is recovering from his injuries following his fall last thursday..

well, my mum and i slept together for three nights as my brother slept in the room, which could be considered as mine because i sleep there when i come here, to my aunt's house...

we slept on the same mattress, and i am used to waking her up from the couch for the past three nights because she was very tired during the day...

yes, she was getting older and i've started feeling lonely because she is not here, with me and tonight, i sleep alone, like i always did before...

its just that i'm used to having her besides me and suddenly she is not here...
the loneliness is coming and covering me up...i miss her..

and my birthday, which was 2 days ago, on the 18th of july 2009, my 21st birthday, was quite memorable, because ever since i entered uitm, i havent got the chance to celebrate my birthday with my family, let alone my parents as my birthday falls on the first month of every second semester of the year...

but this time, i celebrated my birthday with my family, my aunt's family, my brother and my mum, and it was splendid and awesome!

the cake was good and thanks to cik hada for the cake..i really appreciate that...

well, i think i have to get busy or else i will get a homesick and surely it will last for quite a long time if i let it take over...

bye for now...

p/s: ummi, how could i sleep tonight without you beside me??

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