if today ends, it will make up for 8 days of my internship.
so, what could i extract from these 8 meaningful and fruitful day?
meaningful? yes. they very much are.
since i drive myself from Shah Alam to Wangsa Maju where i am doing my practical, my day starts as early as 6 am.
the first day, i remember waking up at 5.15 am! early riser indeed!
its because we were afraid that we would be lost on our way to the workplace since the road
rehearsal which was done on the previous saturday was only done once, and
i as the authorized driver and the only one cant remember the road well. the junctions, the landmark and so on.
and true enough, i took one wrong route and we ended up circling the highway up and down, in and out for 3 hours, not knowing where to go and which road to take to get back to right route.
thanks to reza, we finally managed to get on the right way to Pusat bandar and our journey continues there. since that was the first day, we werent very expert in deducing and inducing the right way that would lead us to Jalan Ampang and then to Wangsa Maju.
after a thorough look at the signboards and closer look up at the map, we managed to get on the right road.
i dont know how many times i made illegal turning. what i knew was that i didnt have any choice, but to turn left, or right.
since it is KL, u know how busy the road is like.
the people have only one mean in their head: to arrive at the workplace or their destination as soon as possible with the least traffic jam to be gone through.
i've never drove this much and this far daily since i got my license, and it really taught me well.
i drive at the maximum speed of the Kelisa and whenever i step in the accelerator, i pray that the car will share my good mean and will never break down when it is in my reckless yet careful hands.
hahaha
yes.if the car breaks down (God! plz forbid that!), we would have to share the ride with reza and in a way, I'm most grateful as Reza lives around shah alam too. if not, the KTM would be our least-preferred alternatives.
driving all the way to and fro really make me tired and exhausted when i reach home,
and now i know why would ummi nag whenever she has to go out when she has reached home safely from her school.
well, practical is good.i didnt get the chance to be trusted with translations, yet, but i'm gaining as much confidence and building as much trust as possible in my supervisors by doing everything, whatever tasks they entrusted on me with all my heart and my might so that they would trust me with real translations.
the day before yesterday, my heart was blooming when i've finished the sakura petals unfold which i had been working for for 4-days straight! i submitted my completed task to kak nana, and during that time, she was engaged in a conversation with our supervisor, puan jurina. she stopped halfway to accept my submission, and she said, not to me actually, but to puan jurina, "so, boleh bagi buat translation la sekarang." i heard that and i was in euphoria! finally, i got to do a translation!
but puan jurina didnt reply to that statement, but she was merely resuming the things they were discussing before. so, i asked for my leave to go and pray first before i came back for my next task, which was hinted to be a real translation.
i tried not to be overjoyed by what i've heard because i knew very well the up and down in my life.
usually when i get overjoyed over something that i hope for in the future, i wont get it.
so, i performed my prayer and offered praises be to Allah for granting me a happy and long-desired life on me.
and true enough, i didnt get the job but i got to proofread the first book i ever did for the first time when i came here. well, i didnt get too disappointed over the change-of-things as i know, if i dont get something, whether it means that Allah knows i'm not ready for it or the thing would get me bad somehow, internally, or externally.
so, i didnt regret it at all but i did my tasks asap.
i know i have a lot to learn and i know myself that i'm not actually ready yet to translate things but He always knows better about ourselves.
so, if i were to b entrusted with translation task, i would still do my best because by that time, i'm ready to do it.
InsyaAllah.
right now, i have a load of things in concern.
so many.
firstly, my financial throughout this very last sem. the scholarship should be banked-in by today
and i hope it adheres to the schedule coz right now, i only have a 5-ringgit note in my purse and 2-ringgit in my account.
secondly, my debt.hahaha.jpa scholars still indebted to others. what a pity.
when i got the money, deducing all my debt and bills, i would only have around 1800 left in my hands. the car, the living expenses, and many more. once again, Alhamdulillah, i'm staying with my aunt and i save a lot.i dont have to fret about the rents, the food provision, or even the entertainment. what is there to say? she takes us to the movie every week!
but still, the amount of money left worried me, very much.
i hope i would be able to restrain the internal desire of the big spender inside me this sem!
thirdly, my research studies. i really wanna get an A for this paper as it carries 8 credit hours!
but i have done anything yet! oh God! spare ur courage and bravery for me!
fourthly, the whole studies. i want to grad with first-class degree and for now, the dream is close enough as my current CGPA is already at the sufficient level. i will just have to maintain it, or, better if i could raise it for my own self-satisfaction. if i could project my best this sem, my dream will come true.
fifthly, my yet-to-be-born nephew.when will he come out? i wanna go home and see Hakim, and his upcoming lil bro of course! hahaha. i got a false alarm from my mother, saying that my sister has started to feel hurt like it was time for the baby to come out. but it turned out to be wrong. it was infection, and thats why she felt hurt.
hmm..i've started dreaming of my home. well, just a delayed news after all, not a bad news at all.
in a nutshell, i'm truly grateful with my life so far.
i got everything that i wished for in life.
and for that,
p/s: right now, i have nothing to do. i have submitted the recent task and waiting for new task.hmm...
so, what could i extract from these 8 meaningful and fruitful day?
meaningful? yes. they very much are.
since i drive myself from Shah Alam to Wangsa Maju where i am doing my practical, my day starts as early as 6 am.
the first day, i remember waking up at 5.15 am! early riser indeed!
its because we were afraid that we would be lost on our way to the workplace since the road
rehearsal which was done on the previous saturday was only done once, and
i as the authorized driver and the only one cant remember the road well. the junctions, the landmark and so on.
and true enough, i took one wrong route and we ended up circling the highway up and down, in and out for 3 hours, not knowing where to go and which road to take to get back to right route.
thanks to reza, we finally managed to get on the right way to Pusat bandar and our journey continues there. since that was the first day, we werent very expert in deducing and inducing the right way that would lead us to Jalan Ampang and then to Wangsa Maju.
after a thorough look at the signboards and closer look up at the map, we managed to get on the right road.
i dont know how many times i made illegal turning. what i knew was that i didnt have any choice, but to turn left, or right.
since it is KL, u know how busy the road is like.
the people have only one mean in their head: to arrive at the workplace or their destination as soon as possible with the least traffic jam to be gone through.
i've never drove this much and this far daily since i got my license, and it really taught me well.
i drive at the maximum speed of the Kelisa and whenever i step in the accelerator, i pray that the car will share my good mean and will never break down when it is in my reckless yet careful hands.
hahaha
yes.if the car breaks down (God! plz forbid that!), we would have to share the ride with reza and in a way, I'm most grateful as Reza lives around shah alam too. if not, the KTM would be our least-preferred alternatives.
driving all the way to and fro really make me tired and exhausted when i reach home,
and now i know why would ummi nag whenever she has to go out when she has reached home safely from her school.
well, practical is good.i didnt get the chance to be trusted with translations, yet, but i'm gaining as much confidence and building as much trust as possible in my supervisors by doing everything, whatever tasks they entrusted on me with all my heart and my might so that they would trust me with real translations.
the day before yesterday, my heart was blooming when i've finished the sakura petals unfold which i had been working for for 4-days straight! i submitted my completed task to kak nana, and during that time, she was engaged in a conversation with our supervisor, puan jurina. she stopped halfway to accept my submission, and she said, not to me actually, but to puan jurina, "so, boleh bagi buat translation la sekarang." i heard that and i was in euphoria! finally, i got to do a translation!
but puan jurina didnt reply to that statement, but she was merely resuming the things they were discussing before. so, i asked for my leave to go and pray first before i came back for my next task, which was hinted to be a real translation.
i tried not to be overjoyed by what i've heard because i knew very well the up and down in my life.
usually when i get overjoyed over something that i hope for in the future, i wont get it.
so, i performed my prayer and offered praises be to Allah for granting me a happy and long-desired life on me.
and true enough, i didnt get the job but i got to proofread the first book i ever did for the first time when i came here. well, i didnt get too disappointed over the change-of-things as i know, if i dont get something, whether it means that Allah knows i'm not ready for it or the thing would get me bad somehow, internally, or externally.
so, i didnt regret it at all but i did my tasks asap.
i know i have a lot to learn and i know myself that i'm not actually ready yet to translate things but He always knows better about ourselves.
so, if i were to b entrusted with translation task, i would still do my best because by that time, i'm ready to do it.
InsyaAllah.
right now, i have a load of things in concern.
so many.
firstly, my financial throughout this very last sem. the scholarship should be banked-in by today
and i hope it adheres to the schedule coz right now, i only have a 5-ringgit note in my purse and 2-ringgit in my account.
secondly, my debt.hahaha.jpa scholars still indebted to others. what a pity.
when i got the money, deducing all my debt and bills, i would only have around 1800 left in my hands. the car, the living expenses, and many more. once again, Alhamdulillah, i'm staying with my aunt and i save a lot.i dont have to fret about the rents, the food provision, or even the entertainment. what is there to say? she takes us to the movie every week!
but still, the amount of money left worried me, very much.
i hope i would be able to restrain the internal desire of the big spender inside me this sem!
thirdly, my research studies. i really wanna get an A for this paper as it carries 8 credit hours!
but i have done anything yet! oh God! spare ur courage and bravery for me!
fourthly, the whole studies. i want to grad with first-class degree and for now, the dream is close enough as my current CGPA is already at the sufficient level. i will just have to maintain it, or, better if i could raise it for my own self-satisfaction. if i could project my best this sem, my dream will come true.
fifthly, my yet-to-be-born nephew.when will he come out? i wanna go home and see Hakim, and his upcoming lil bro of course! hahaha. i got a false alarm from my mother, saying that my sister has started to feel hurt like it was time for the baby to come out. but it turned out to be wrong. it was infection, and thats why she felt hurt.
hmm..i've started dreaming of my home. well, just a delayed news after all, not a bad news at all.
in a nutshell, i'm truly grateful with my life so far.
i got everything that i wished for in life.
and for that,
ALHAMDULILLAH, THANKS ALLAH, FOR EVERYTHING!
p/s: right now, i have nothing to do. i have submitted the recent task and waiting for new task.hmm...
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