yes, a lone wolf i am.

well, this is about you and societies.

whatever kind of society la.
club, mission, society, usrah...

huhu.
my mum likes to nag at me by telling how
good she was while she is in my time.

she was one of the early ABIM active members and among the firsts to wear tudung litup.
so, she was quite active in usrah and other religious and physical activities.

unlike me, i dislike those kind of things.
i prefer free time and leisure for myself than getting busy for others.

but i do socialize and have friends.
in fact i have many good friends.
its just that to be socializing formally,
its just not me.

i dont like being restraint to time, and people.
seriously.
most of the time,
i do whatever i desire,
at anytime,
anywhere,
no matter how demotivating the situation would be.

but if have no choice but to conform, i will.
but i have alternatives and options not to,
undoubtedly i wont.

thats why i dont like being in a society or what not.
haha.
but if i am in the society that only recognizes me, not needing my hard work,
i'm more than willing to join that society.

hehe.
my father does a lot of direct marketing kind of thing.
as for me,
duh! i hate it.
i dont want to do things that are fussy.
you have to do that, and this, and that.
argh! hate it.

my bro does the score A tuition.
he tried to recruit me but to no avail.
i dont like to do such things.
its not that i dont want extra money,
who wouldnt?
but i dont want to forgone my free time for other things.

but bear in mind, if i desperately need something,
i could do anything it takes to accomplish my goal.

thats just me.
yes, a lone wolf i am.