This's a story of an A.

Assalamualaikum wrt...

one day i opened my gmail, and there were not many new mails. 2 from my classmate aka housemate, colleague, coursemate, car-mate, and currently quite close to me since we face each other almost every day. one of the email she gave me is about blood group and characters associated to each blood group. well, below is the table.

	BLOOD GROUP O	BLOOD GROUP A	BLOOD GROUP B	BLOOD GROUP AB
In a nutshell	Cannot stand people who hide the truth	Pessimistic and too sensitive	Cannot take orders easily	Romantic and sentimental
Basic Behavior	Make objectives clear	Careful about decision-making	Make decisions fast	Extremely practical
	Possess great deal of confidence	Make things clear in black and white	Can be flexible	Excellent in analyses
	Honest, optimistic and energetic	Care too much about social rules and standards	Do not care about rules	Give fair criticisms
			Respect scientific and practical findings	Cannot decide when it comes to important issues
Tolerance	Strength and endurance depend on their aim	High tolerance for physical or repetitive work	Maintain the longest interest in what they do	Try to be hard-working
	Give up easily if they find the job meaningless	Cannot take changes easily	Seem impatient	Tend to be impatient
		Lose interest in a hobby easily	Dislike repetitious work
How do they see their future and past?	Positive about the past, thus do not regret about the past	Try hard to forget the past	Hard to forget recent affairs, but able to forget past and memories	Sentimental about the past
	Seek financial stability for the future	Pessimistic about the future		More concern about the immediate problems than anything else
How do they express their emotions?	Usually stable and calm	Able to display cool outlook even though angry	Expressive	Sentimental
	Sensitive towards sincerity	Short-tempered	Cool and objective	Usually cool and steady, but can get upset with an immediate, unsolved problem
	Give frank, direct opinions	Take longer to heal a broken heart	Although joke a lot, could actually be very shy	Can get moody easily
		Sensitive to others' opinions	Change moods like the weather
			Cannot stop complaining when they are upset
How do they work?	Ability to concentrate vary from time to time, depending on aim	Perfectionist	Creative and possess new ideas	Able to handle a wide scope of jobs
	Mostly prefer to lead	Handle one thing at a time	Cannot differentiate between work and hobby	Value hard work
	Can overlook details	Work a line between work and personal affairs	Cannot take orders	Quick in understanding
		Highly responsible	Do not hesitate to introduce innovative changes and are not worried about theirs criticisms	Not highly responsible and unable to follow-up on a project until its completion
		Tend to choose hobbies which help them release stress		Tend to be artistic in approach

basically, this is one quite explicit and thorough characteristic study, i must say, and hahaha, this is quite truthful, and most of my characters are well-said under my blood group. what is mine?

hehehe...i'm an A-group carrier.so, i would like to go thru my studied-and-said characters one by one n i would love to EXPLAIN myself.hahahaha

• in a nutshell, the A person is a pessimist and too sensitive. My say: i'm pessimist, when i dont feel like there's need for me to work for something, no gain, no pain. and most of the time, i like to let my life run naturally, without any obvious force. i dont like to work for something. even if i like something (but the liking can still be restrained), i will let it be. if i get it, then i get it, if i dont, then be it. i dont feel regret at all. BUT, big BUT there, hahaha, if i like something, nobody can stop me from getting it. stubborn, i must say, and i will go whatever available way to get that very thing.in conclusion, my being pessimistic is bcoz i dont like to go thru hardship.hahaha.BUT, another BUT, if the thing concerns other people, i will do my best to do it. if it concerns only myself and my life, i wont force things. SENSITIVE? yep. very much. only with the person i care.hahaha. very often, i would feel offended by their words even though they dont mean to offend or hurt me. i know that. i'm very much aware that i'm being too sensitive. so, my way to overcome this feelings is by ignoring the thought, and by thinking that, whatever they say, the blame must be on me. i started it, so i deserve to feel hurt. all my fault. and this helps. but, there's one person who is capable to make me cry by just one word. hahaha. my mum. she's very much like me. well, i take after her. we look tough, but very easily hurt, but often we hide the feelings. i'm a good pretender when it comes to feelings, especially to hide good feelings.hahaha.egoistic. if my mum scolds me, it would hurt me deeply. thats why i cant stand her scolds. hehehe. and she usually avoids scolding me.haha. usually, i tried hard not to impose on anyone, but in the end, it always ends up, i'm ignoring others. sometimes, being too independent is a problem too..bcoz i expect others not to impose on me too..hmm, thats something to be given a deep thought.

• careful about decision making, make things clear in black and white, care too much about social rules and standards. my say: i'm very careful, bcoz i hate making wrong decisions, and i hate to be blamed when i do mistakes. so, i always think of doing things the best way. but, human make mistakes, and when i do make mistakes, i'll always turn back to ensure that i dont repeat the same mistakes again, bcoz if i do, its unforgivable. i'm obviously a miss perfect. and that makes me a boring person sometimes. but when i dont want to follow rules, i would be very defiant and rebellious. i would go extreme.about rules and standard, of course in the first place, i would be very careful.but if others dont seem to care much, i will just go with the flow.hahaha.and sometimes, the feeling to adhere to rules makes me unable to see small things that would benefit me more.its always like that.haha.i dont like uncertainties, and i always look for certainty. but like i said, if i dont care, i wont care at all. hahaha

• high tolerance for repetitive or physical work. my say: quite a yes. i can tolerate repetitive job, especially when i love the work. physical work? i dont think so. but in some ways, maybe if the physical thing doesnt involve or put any part of my body in jeopardy.hahaah

• cannot take changes easily. my say: 100% true. its hard for me to change my routine, my self, and i would even get mad if someone try to change my routine or my preferences, in some extreme cases.hahaha (the vic is always my lil sis.heheh) food? yes. i dont like to try food, especially when i fear the food will change my taste forever.hahaha. for instance: budu, cencaluk, and many other pastes. but i eat sambal belacan. its just that i dont want to taste any other pastes bcoz i fear i will be addicted to them later. and i dont want that to happen coz it will change my food preferences...i'm resistant to changes.haha (why would they care too much of changing my preferences anyway??)
  

• lose interest in a hobby easily. my say: i dont know.but maybe this is true.for instance? hmm...cant think of one.hahaha

• try hard to forget the past. my say: always. i hate my past.hahahaha. i always have reasons to hate my past...and usually its bcoz my past has someone i dislike very much. and usually, every place i went will have one person i dislike, or one who gives me bad memories.thats why i dont want to remember my past... another reason is, i regret being me in the past...hahaha..my ways of forgetting my past are to ignore my friends, and to avoid reunions.(i'm ignoring the reunion plan for my former school in perak despite many announcements about it in FB)

• pessimistic about the future. my say: i dont think so. i'm confident about my future, in long-term. and i'm ready to face it, at anytime. come what may, it will be embraced with high-spirit and strong determination!

• able to display cool outlook even though angry. my say: sometimes. hahaha. if i'm close to that person, i will not display cool outlook. if i'm angry, they will certainly be aware of it. but i think what is meant by cool is bcoz i keep quite, when i feel angry or disagree with something, but i hate to say more about it for no point at all. so it would be better if i shut my mouth and just let the tense to cease by itself. but, what happens when i'm angry or hurt is that bcoz i keep quite, usually people wont notice that i'm mad. and they act as usual. and bcoz of that, i would feel like its no use for me to sulk when people ignore me.so, i would be ok in no time.but, if the person keeps quite, and ignores me, things may get worse bcoz i'll not start first, whatever it is bcoz i dont want to let myself hurt again.( moral of the story: if i keep quite, act as usual. dont even mention about the previous things that may have offended me. LOL)

• short-tempered. my say: 200% agreed! hahaha. especially when i'm with someone who imposed too much on me, or have strong bond with me. but if i'm not close to that person, i wont show my temper. usually, the vic is my lil sis, or my other siblings.( but not the boys) and parents included, i guess.hahahaha. but my temper does not mean showing tantrum ok. i'll show tantrum with my lil sis only. hahaha. throw things out of the window? naa! no way. a straight and serious, sour face is enough.hahaha. if i'm in a bad mood, i may ignore everything and everyone, walk away, just like that.i dont know if thats what u call COOL...

• take longer to heal a broken heart. my say: forgive but not forget. very much true.

• sensitive to others opinion. my say: yes. especially when i feel like the person who offered the opinion know nothing about me, and yet he/she speaks as if he/she knows everything. sometimes, this is true. and when i'm in this situation, i would be very pissed off. but of course, i would keep quite, and i'll pretend not to be listening when i actually am. its bcoz no use listening to those with no rights to say things about me.if i could snap, i will.why am i like this? if the person babbling is someone whom i respect, i will take the advice. but if the person talking is like "LOOK WHO'S TALKING", i'll totally ignore him/her.usually, those who like to scold others a lot are usually worse. thats why we're asked to look at ourselves first before prying into others' business. and it would be a better world if all humans hold to this principal.what goes around comes around.one more thing, it actually hurts when people mistook u for something due to ur action when ur intention is actually otherwise.it hurts badly.
  

• perfectionist. my say: yes! fear of imperfection is bad, i know. but to work towards perfection is good! ;)

• handle one thing at a time. my say: maybe.not sure.

• work a line between work and personal affairs. my say: yes. i can be very cold-hearted when it comes to work.

• highly responsible. my say: 200% agreed! bcoz i hate to impose on others. so if have to do something, i'll work my best so that i will not trouble others later due to bad finished job. thats why i hate irresponsible person. if i work with others, i'll conform to their rules, but i prefer to work alone, so that if i'm being reckless, i will not affect others.imposition is bad!

• tend to choose hobbies which can help them release stress. my say: very much true! like the one i'm doing currently, writing! i love to write bcoz it helps me express my feelings!

in conclusion, i know this post may change other's perception towards me, especially for those whom i met and befriended virtually. but i dont mind, bcoz this is me. i have my good and bad sides, and if u know me well, u will know how to judge me, objectively. hahaha. (if i fear that to happen, i will not even think about writing this post) by times, i tried very much to control my anger, and i always keep my mouth shout especially when i dont feel like in the mood.. but when i want to be good to others, people will do bad things to me. confused. in this world, it's whether u eat or be eaten. hahaha. but they say, others are ur attitude mirrors. its right though. what others say about u is true, but the thing is, it's human nature. human like to complain about others and they overlook their own selves. thats normal. and it's also human nature, that people tend to judge book by its cover. people usually will not take advice from others whom they think dont have the right to judge them. they judge the person, but not the advice. its also normal. thats why those who can take advices and opinions with OPEN HEARTS are seriously well-respected. seriously. i salute these people, but its hard to find one, though.

for me, if it concerns my work, i can tolerate it, very well. but if it concerns my own self, it takes time, frankly. in conlusion, i am very EGOISTIC, & STUBBORN. ;)

p/s: i dont like to trouble others. but it always turns out, they will think that i'm very individualistic. is that so? ;)

p/s again: i wonder why the characters associated with blood type are mostly pointing out the negative features. where're the good sides??? hmm...